I think I am at a point in our relationship as friends were I’m actually happy.
Although I do regret not taking the chances, I’m content with what we have now. Your girlfriend deserves you and I’m glad shes the one you spend your days with. I’m glad you still think about me and give me 5 minutes of your day. I hope we can be friends for the years to come and recreate the funny memories in highschool.
It the way you look at me that gets me everytime.
It’s how when I text you and for hours you don’t answer and I say ‘forget it’ but then you do and it catches me off guard.
It’s how you put smileys and not just one but a lot and it makes me feel like you mean what you say.
Its how you make these plans that you break and it upsets me and then you surprise me with saying you’re sorry and ‘please’.
No matter how many times I tell myself I won’t give in to it, I do.
I am glad we are friends…thanks for saying things that always make me laugh.
I really don’t understand you. Sometimes you’re nice, sometimes you’re mean. You put me down but I dont know if thats just how you are and if you’re joking around. And you’re surrounded by girls that flock towards you and I dont even know what to think.
Please tell me I won’t regret the 7 days….
Today was a good day. We always have these moments where we just click. We can talk about anything and make each other laugh. I like how we make fun of each other in calc and how as you were leaving, when you saw me, you drove back just to chat for a while. Now this is the person, I like being with, not the ass you’ve been lately.
I thought I would get on the ride and move to tumblr after 8 years of using xanga.
I want to leave behind all the things I’ve been posting there lately and just forget.
New start.
